What do you do when you don't know what to do?
Do you continue to do the regular daily things that you are scheduled to finish today?
Or are you better off taking time out and just staying put and thinking about what to do next?
Are you better off calling and talking to someone you trust?
Many times, when I am faced with this dillemma, I continue to do the things that I am supposed to do for the day. Hoping and praying that everything will turn out alright because I did not miss anything. Sometimes things do turn out alright, sometimes they don't.
I am just rambling here because I really don't know what to do. I have not seen Ricky so unhappy. And I know that it may be my fault. However, I refuse to blame myself, only because I want to keep what is left of my self-esteem.